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Tuesday, 05 April 2011

  • damaged goods

    i've been feeling really down lately. i just dont want to do anything and its really hard to motivate myself to get any of my school work done. sometimes i feel like i'm just barely getting by. with school. and with life. i have alot of past issues that are surfacing again i think. or. i feel like i want to talk about them maybe. at the very least the issue or idea of self harm is resurfacing. and relationship issues. between my family and with my boyfriend. im sure a psychologist could be beneficial to me. especially if i keep an open mind more than i did in the past. but i just dont have the money for it. and my parents dont either. i know my boyfriend cant fix all my issues and problems. but at the very least i wish i could openly talk with him about a lot of these things. but often times i feel that i just cant or wont let myself. i think it maybe has to do with vulnerability. and being guarded. and having a wall up. because i dont want to be hurt anymore. by anyone. i dont want to be. but i know im damaged goods.

Thursday, 31 March 2011

Wednesday, 30 March 2011

  • 2 days

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  • the future.

    SO. Currently I am studying psychology. But I think I want to either double major or have a minor to supplement my degree. I think eventually I want to work with children and think it would be pretty sweet to work in a children;s hospital setting...so I've narrowed down my choices to one major and one minor that I think would be a super awesome supplement to psychology. So here they are:

    (a) bachelor of science in kinesiology and health
    which would be 36 to 46+ credit hours

    OR

    (b) child studies minor
    which would be 20 credit hours

    I would do both if I could...but I dont know if that is necessarily a smart decision. My boyfriend calculated that out and told me if I took the max 17 credits for each semester I could probably do all three in about 3 years...which would mean staying an extra year. But I felt like I was maybe going to have to do that anyways?

    So what do you think I should do? Any thoughts, comments, opinions, suggestions would be GREATLY appreciated :)

Tuesday, 29 March 2011

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    • Name: Becca
    • Member Since: 6/23/2008